she's alive and kicking.

Well time for an update, my two oldest ferals (kids) returned back to school finally two weeks ago. Fast forward a week and my middle feral gets sick, really sick, with a mystery stomach problem so I’ve been elbow deep in vomit, and back and forwards to Doctors appointments. So after seven weeks of holidays, one week of school, one week of vomit, normality has finally returned to this Femdom household and it’s no longer a boys day time play ground of play station 2’s and Lego men. I was sorry to see my middle feral going to school with his disabilities. I know school life is going to be hell on him, I worried my little square peg wouldn’t fit into the round hole with out a hammer, but I can’t protect him from the world forever. As it turns out my fears where unfounded anyway…. A week of school and as yet no signs of him not fitting in. If anything he’s turning into the class clown and being laughed with, instead of at. Due to him not talking he is very, overly animated...guess he’s got his mothers sense of humor after all.

I had a wonderful Valentines and got some really wonderful gifts vanilla and kink related.
My favorite gift was a leather hood with a detachable eye cover and mouth piece which can be fitted with ‘O’ ring gag bits. Its weird I’ve always hated/loathed leather hoods. Hoods quiet literally turned me off. sexually they have always had a almost horror aspect to me, like waiting for the chainsaw to come out and hearing words along the lines off ‘I’ll get you my pretty” fast forward to blood spattered mess and a new garden bed of daisies out in the yard, or waiting for the other WWF wrestlers to show up. I’ve always used blindfolds and a Hemp sack like cover for deprivation play. But even still its never really rocked my boat. So why did I request one LOL well blame Saratoga (only joking toga) My ‘oz doesn't like to appear in pic’s, I show on the net, after all, I’m really visible so one of us has to remain anonymous. So I thought the hood might help out in that area, but also worried the pics would appear staged due to me not liking hoods and the negative image I might portray, but thought what the hell. My plan was to use the hood towards end of sessions and I thought that way the hood wouldn’t distract from my pleasure, after all it would used near the end and I really wanted to show off my ‘oz and my rope work.

OHHHH boy was I wrong the hood is now my new fetish LOL Damn I loved it, its not so much the look, but the feel of the soft leather on my thighs, the feel on my skin, the smell of the new fresh leather is intoxicating. The objectification of it now has new allure, I now find myself finding a new part of me I really didn't know existed. Poor ‘oz LOL he been subjected to being my foot stool or coffee table for hours on end. I found myself throughout the holidays/break just picking it up and drifting off into semi Domme space wondering how I’d ever survived with out it. Now sharing the pics is going to be harder LOL as I now want to keep it all for myself . Just goes to show you can teach a old ‘bitch’dog a few new tricks.

I also received a wonderful treat from my dear friend Longbob for some years I’ve had an insatiable desire for Betty Paige after all she is the original D/s pinup girl. Longbob reproduced one of my favorite artist ‘Olivia’. Betty which now has pride of place in my bedroom/dungeon along side my other Longbob’s
seems my bedroom is now taking on the appearance of longbobs fetish gallery and soon I’ll have to start charging my friends admission.

well’, off to fill in my day, Boy this nice with one feral at home that can’t read and has naps *Evil grin* calm is once again restored.